February Week 3 :)

This week was kinda emo week for me. I had some problems with my friends. Since last year, I felt quite left out when I was with them. All of them went to the same tuition, so the time I get to talk to them was during our recess. But our recess was only 20 minutes, so i didnt really have enough time to talk with them. When they are talking about something which I didnt know at all, I will ask them about it. But sometimes they didnt even want to share their secret with me, so what can I do? Do you know what was my feeling when the moment I asked you about your secret and you didnt even want to tell me? Aren't friends share their secrets and happiness with each other? Sometimes I feel like I'm just a stranger to them. I always act like I'm glad to have all of you to be my best friends but actually I'm not. Since all of you hate each other, then why do you all still want to be friends? If you hate someone, just dont be friends with them, that's all. You dont need to backstab each other. 


Today I went to a seminar which was at Segi college, Subang Jaya. Before I went there, I thought I gonna be quite lonely because all my friends didnt go. :/ so before the day, I texted my BU4 friend, but he said he's not going. So I'm kinda sad. D: But surprisingly, I wasn't lonely at all. hahahaha I sat with him duirng the whole seminar. Although they keep teasing me but it's okay, at least someone talks to me. :D During our lunch break, we went to Mcd and chatime in summit which was just beside segi college. After buying all the foods, we walked back to segi college and have our BM and maths seminar.